Will the Lawd please have mercy on a sista?

Man, arrgh. Okay, I went to lunch as usual. Thought I was gonna take a nap. But why was ex-Baby sitting on the hood of my car when I got to the parking lot? With my favorite sandwich from Quizno's no less? And a strawberry soda? And some damn cookies? I can't win. I hate when niggas remind you why you miss them. But I ain't no punk, and I stand by my decision. Already walked down that road twice with him. To hell with all that. I'm not gonna sell myself short just so I wont be by myself. I can't front though, I was happy and sad to see him all at the same time. I tell you the truth about men... they don't act right until you either threaten to leave, or make good on that threat. I'll never get it. Well lemme go back to work now.