I'm not excited.

So what if it's Friday? My weekend is doomed to suck already. I've already broken down the fiasco that was Baby-Daddy Deluxe. He's become a stalkalistic playa already. I'll give it to him, he didn't waste no time. I'm going to change my DC number this weekend, because this is ridiculous. I need to change where I live too, but thats gonna take a minute. Man, I'm burnt out. On top of that, my folks are still coming down to LA. So I still have to go out. And battle the Wo-Men of the Rainbow Nation. And that's just tonight. Saturday I'm set to duel with the dealership again for my regular servicing. I'm really not looking forward to it. It's supposed to rain. They wont wash my car if it rains. Then that night, I'm at it again. Did I mention BOOOO? If not, now's a prime spot to do so. BOOOO! Sunday is an all day Zeta day. And I mean ALL DAY. Church in the morning. Community Service in the afternoon (which is at my Soror's church, where I'll be that morning). Chapter photo. Then the actual meeting. So yeah, I have no weekend to speak of. I'm not hyped about today being Friday in the least bit. But I've resolved to do one thing, and thats stop being such a cold-hearted heffa, or at least make a better attempt, LOL. I got another 11:45 phone call from the dopefiend ex (henceforth DF) and I was seconds from jumping up and kicking Jr's door in to give him my phone when it hit me. He's calling me because I wont talk to him. I'm torturing him without even trying, just because I wont talk to his co-dependent (and formerly substance-dependant) ass. But I can't make myself talk to him. He sucks so heinously bad, the shit defies all meanings of the word "suck". I need to make up a new word for his level of suckitude. And then there's the chance that if I actually be nice and answer my damn phone, that he'll keep calling, only with increased frequency. I damn sure don't want that. So I'm undecided on what to do. Maybe I need to reevaluate my method of dealing with ex'es. Seems like cutting them off completely doesn't work either, and I dont like wearing the title of "That Scanless, Stone-Heart, Cold as Ice Ass Biatch". So I think I'll spend like 10 minutes this weekend rethinking my approach (thats all them niggas is getting, they are ex'es for a reason). Well lemme get to work on this un-festive day. Or I could go take a nap. I just may pick option two. I'm out til then, LOL.